More pics of ballsy topless Lebanese girls burning #ISIS flags…
Posted in Uncategorized on 11/18/2015 by scart69THE MOLOTOV – On Music, Revolution & Lollies
Posted in Uncategorized on 07/10/2014 by scart69The Banquet
Posted in Uncategorized on 04/13/2014 by scart69The Banquet
Imagine, if you will, a huge banquet table, laid and laden with more food than you could ever eat in a hundred lifetimes. Food of all varieties, exotic fruits, standard pies and cakes and others that defy description, roasted and smoked meats both spiced and plain, salads , vegetables and many combinations . Even everyday fare such as pizzas and burgers sit next to curries, strange loaves, savoury and sweet dishes and cuisine from all countries. Delicious drinks, aromatic hot soups, puddings, custards and creams. Without doubt, a banquet to satisfy the wildest of tastes with enough diversity for anyone . . .
Now . . .
Imagine there are several hundred people in this room. The table holds MORE than enough for everyone, that much is plain. The table itself is groaning under the weight of all it contains and is piled nearly a meter (3 ft) high with food. There is no doubt, by even the quickest of glances, that this table could easily feed this room, probably several time over. Everyone would receive a wonderful meal from this table.
The problem is this:
There are ten people standing shoulder to shoulder around the table. It is impossible to tell if they are male or female anymore and it doesn’t seem to matter. They are shoulder to shoulder around the table like an impenetrable wall of flesh. There is no way past them, over them or under them.
and they are obese . . .
. . . truly obese . . .
Not overweight in the natural way that a person who needs to diet is overweight. Nor obese in the way that someone with an eating disorder born of trauma, pain or neglect is. This is not a natural obesity but one that straddles the wall between psychosis and the supernatural. Obese in the way that a creature that does nothing but gorge and guzzle can be, swallowing without chewing, ramming huge fists of food into their mouth, barely removing their hand in time for the other hand to pile drive another huge fist full of food into their waiting mouths while the first hand is scrabbling for liquid so as to wash the swill down their throats even quicker. Some of the food is falling to the ground, some strikes the table, some drops , hits their bare chests and sticks where it lands, adding to the already sticky mass of food that covers the fronts of all of them. They are immense, taller, wider, denser than any normal person and their clothing has split at the seams and fallen away long ago. They are no longer what they once were and any vestiges of humanity are now gone.
The next thing you would notice is that there are people clinging to them.
The people, though normal in size, are dwarfed in comparison to the creatures to which they are attached. They seem to be a tenth of the size in fact. Those closest to the ground are picking some of the fallen and rotting scraps off the floor, others are picking food off the chests and chins of these animals, while some, the boldest of all. seem to be picking choice tidbits from the pistoning hands as they move at dazzling speed, even snatching the ripest offerings straight from the mouths of these mammoths.
Their success is, for the most part, short lived.
A patient eye would notice that, while the occasional person may succeed, most do not. Even those that do, when repeating the tricks more than once or twice, are caught up in the process. Whether accidentally caught by the massive hands, daring too close to the open slobbering mouth or , in some cases, failing to notice that the pinprick pupils in the swollen eye slits of the behemoths have darted their way and noticed them, the result is the same.
They are rammed, with all the finesse of a pneumatic drill, into the open hole of the creatures mouth. The apologies screamed, the prayers babbled forth make no difference at all, nor do the justifications or excuses. Some are held for the briefest of instances, as if to give them full awareness of the moment, or maybe to hope for a reprieve. None comes.
And even as the person is rammed, bones breaking, soft tissue tearing and organs imploding from pressure into the jagged orifice, another quickly climbs, hissing and spitting, into the space recently made vacant by it’s predecessor. Before the spraying blood has even hit the table cloth, the new holder of the place is kicking at those closest, glaring at all around it and snatching hand fulls of food from the pistoning fists, believing it will succeed where it’s fellow failed.
and some do . . . . .
The truly patient eye will see, on a long enough time line, that some grow so adept, so cunning, so patient and daring that they manage to succeed and grow, eventually growing so large that they begin to weigh down and crush the original Host. At this point, it can be seen that while some of the people immediately begin to jump from the first mammoth to the second, adding to it’s weight and speeding the demise of the first, some pause to begin tearing at the flesh of the first, squealing and biting in glee at the creature that, not so long ago, they were stroking, petting and fondling. When it seems there is no hope left, most people leap to the successor. Some fail and disappear under the weight of the new monolith. We also see that the original person is no longer as they once were, but now so closely resemble the crushed predecessor that any difference is miniscule and irrelevant. They look no different because they are, now, no different.
And the feeding continues . . .
The eye will also notice that the people that are not part of this main spectacle, whenever venturing near the table, it’s occupants or the scraps, find themselves scratched, hissed at, spat upon and attacked by those that already have a perching point on the creatures that they cling to. Some will attempt to steal scraps and some even ask “why” it is this way. Though the Monoliths do not deign to answer nor pause in their feeding frenzy, they can be seen to smile when the inhabitants on their bodies hiss answers such as “you would take it all from us”, “you have not worked as we have”, “you do not deserve” and to bray outloud when the words “there‘s not enough” are occasionally spat out. This final taunt brings tears of mirth to the eyes of all who stand at the table and seems to be one of the few times that all are brought together, sharing the same joke, spraying food and saliva forth, while the humans upon them have learnt to remain straight faced and not attempt to share in the humor.
Even those people that believe it wrong will sometimes attempt to join the scuffle, as they see no other way to eat and survive. Some even truly believe that they will do what it takes to stop this scene and will, once they reach a point of becoming one of the animals, change this performance for the better or even stop it altogether.
None, upon reaching the point where this is possible, ever do. They do not remember the thoughts they once had, nor, if they did remember, could now imagine why they ever thought that way. This is the way it is, the way it has to be, the way it will always be. It can not possibly be otherwise.
Before we leave this scene, we may notice one last thing. A child, lying near the corner of the room watches this macabre display with dark eyes, her breaths coming slower and slower. If we were here earlier we may have seen her smaller story from the beginning. We might have watched her father and mother, trying to find enough crumbs and scraps to keep her alive, growing all the more desperate. We may have watched the mother, smiling at strangers, using kind words and soft touches to try and coax food from others, despite her husbands sorrow and shame. We may have seen her despair as her gaunt face and weakening voice became less capable of producing anything of worth. We might also have chanced to see them reassuring the small girl, feeding her the last few remaining crumbs, soothing her distress and assuring her they would return soon with more. Maybe seen their cautious path through the throng of people crowding near the table, watched them wait for a perfect moment, what seemed a safe moment, in which to try to grasp a small piece of food lying unused next to one the monsters. If we had watched this scene play out, then we may also have seen that at the moment that chance seemed to favour them, nature did not.
A person attached and clinging near the rear of the animal seemed to strike out as they grasped the food and at the same time as this, the animal moved slightly and the couple went down, disappearing from view. Those nearest all seemed to turn their heads as this happened, only looking back when they seemed assured of seeing nothing of consequence. It was as if it had never occurred, as if the mother and father were never there, had never even existed.
And as we leave, we may take a final glance, at the child that now lies alone in the corner, her breathing shallower, her eyes closing, her small hands no longer shaking, as tremors and tears are luxuries that require more than this little body is capable of now. We may see her eyes, almost fully closed now, slowly turning towards us, as if seeking something to hold on to . . .
. . we may see her chest rise, fitfully . . .
. . . and fall . . .
. . and rise . . . .
. . . . shudder . . . . . . .
. and fall . . . . .
and stay.
.
.
.
And then we may leave,
and carry on as we were . . . .
(An old unfinished work of mine that was originally an art idea that wasn’t realised.)
Fuck Howard & the FEAR he rode in on…
Posted in Uncategorized on 08/27/2012 by scart69The reason many remember John Howard fondly is because he simply was NOT a “Leader”.
Leader’s on both sides of politics, & in the middle, throughout history, have usually pushed us to be better than we are, to aim past ignorance towards enlightenment & to say we can & will do better than we are & we will progress & move forward.
Howard did not.
Howard encouraged base ignorance, petty jealousy, uncertainty & hate. He was the school teacher that goads the class to bully the weakest because HE wants to be popular & because it distracts from HIS own FAILINGS. Where leaders in the past aimed beyond the horizon to lift us up, Howard aimed as low as possible & said “Your IGNORANCE is great, your racism is JUSTIFIED & your petty selfishness is just fine”.
We all know that the adult who doles out lollies, Coke & McDonalds day after day is always the most popular & when that adult couldn’t care less about the obesity, rotting teeth & diabetes that will occur later, then the disasterous result can always justify their means.
Howard, the little boy that neither his party nor country ever really wanted till there was no-one else left, looked down the barrel of an election he was about to lose in 2001 & knew that a country that was just beginning to overcome it’s uncertainty & lack of self-confidence at being only 200 years old & being the only “white guy” in the Asia Pacific, could easily be tipped back into hysteria & paranoia with a few well placed panic news stories accompanied by “we will decide who comes here” & “we don’t know they’re NOT terrorists” from a “wise old leader” whose job was to protect them.
It took many years for the “Howard Battlers” to realise that their Hero was the very reason they had to battle so hard, that the “prosperity” he delievered came from the hard work done to balance society many years before & that the unbalancing was happening BECAUSE of him but by then the disease had set in.
Now his squalling, squirming brat Abbott, who was suckled at the bitter tit of ignorance & racist populism & who learnt that screaming “White Makes Right” long enough & loud enough can drown out any common sense or morality, is about to re-harnass all that uncertainty, that pettiness & selfish stupidity & ride all the way to victory on the backs of the poor & many of them will cheer him all the way.
Howard started the disease & Abbott’s here to make sure the cancer keeps spreading.
Fuck em both & the fear they rode in on…
Fb account suspended for bagging right wingers ;)
Posted in Uncategorized on 07/12/2012 by scart69Fb account suspended for bagging right wingers ;). Shock/Horror, huh?
Later.
MONSTERS
Posted in Uncategorized on 06/13/2012 by scart69The real monsters don’t have claws, fur or sharp teeth, they have manicures, wear suits & grin sachrine smiles while they gut our world & tear our lives out from under us.
Here’s an idea for a religion…
Posted in Uncategorized with tags angels, bible, devil, evil, god, good, human, humanist, religion on 05/01/2012 by scart69Imagine a single cell, floating in an ocean. It dreams of becoming a God. It then doubles, again & again. It grows & crawls out of the ocean onto land & continues to push towards GodHood. It stands up, learns to hold the world, change the world & even control the world. It adapts to anything & everything. It becomes smarter, more capable, aware & sentient. It sometimes stumbles, breaks things & sometimes hurts it’s self & others around it but it slowly learns from all of this.
It is not a God but it slowly moves it’s self towards it’s idea of what a God should be. It’s possibilities are only limited by it’s imagination & the further it goes, the more it can imagine which makes it’s potential unlimited.
Why not worship that?
Ah well, it’s only a story…..
Prey To The Monkey (Fallen)
Posted in kulcha, Poetry with tags evolution, god, monkey, poetry, religion, sentience, technology on 03/24/2012 by scart69Today I met a monkey
beneath a virgin sky
with mischief in it’s countenance
ambition in it’s eyes
It smiled and rose to greet me
as best a monkey can
and said to me I think
and therefore think I am
It bid me sit and talk awhile
there underneath the trees
and offered me a drink it made
of liquid and leaves
we sat across the fires haze
gazing through the smoke
drank our stone cups dry
and then the monkey spoke
It said “I aim to lose my fur
to be a naked ape
to shed this skin of simian
and shun all that’s primate
I now intend to walk erect
no shambling gait or crawl
and speak with perfect eloquence
not mindless caterwauls”
‘Where once I swung through trees’ it said,
‘I now walk on the ground
and turn this tongue to voice, I strum
these chords of speech to sound
In this way I communicate
with others of my kind,
Express not only instinct but
all turnings of the mind
For I have dreams would drive
all other species mad in
such complex architect and number
none before have had
such visions, of myself, but risen
far beyond these trees
in geometric wonders in the skies
and on the seas
of shapes and colours lived within
defying air and space
a thousand creeds and breeds of mine
a rainbow of a race
But none of this would come to pass
If not for one small point
A matter of both bone and blood
of sinew, and of joint ‘
The monkey held it’s arms apart
and smiled as paws uncurled
“I have opposing thumbs you see
with which to hold the world’
Now I believe this raises me
above all bird and beast,
if evolution be an art,
I be it’s masterpiece, where
form and function, sentience
organically converge to
create a total greater than
the sum of those that merged
what brighter flame has ever burned
in evolutions fire
a prodigal primate savant,
mammalian messiah.
What other creature has, as I,
the words to pass the wise
the sharper teeth of logic
or imaginations eyes
If not for me the world would turn on
blindly unaware
each animal unconscious of itself
and none would care
no Sentience would ponder on the
nature of lifes bluffs
or understand that simply to
exist is not enough.
For life’s a riddle, wrapped in puzzles,
buried deep in lies,
and I believe, beyond this skin,
a greater answer lies.
For surely it can not be true
that all this is by chance
That nature one day spun a web
and chaos came to dance
And in their footsteps left behind
an accidental seed,
that thin air grew to suns and stars
and finally flowered me.
That all this is coincidence
it beggars disbelief
so I have pondered long on this
and here is my belief’
Here the monkey paused and turned
it’s eyes towards the flames
and through the smoke I saw as it had spoke
that it was changed
and in the spaces time and place
had touched their brush upon
lay smoother skin where fur had thinned
and now was all but gone
Both gaze and brow were softer now
than were when first I sat
and vestiges of bestial were
slowly peeling back
and as it’s eyes returned to me
the gaze of man was plain
and glancing sadly at our cups
it then began again
it said ‘I understand that you
are not the same as I
for I am only flesh and bone
and thou art made of sky
Where I am born in blood and pain
and count my years in scores
you span the vast celestial
in ageless, faceless forms
for you are nature, lord, creator
God of many names
both Father to the firmaments
and Mother of domains
The Architect of all I see
from mote to black hole suns
I genuflect in prayer to thee
for all that you have done.
But though I know my debt to you
and owe you all I am
I cannot kneel forever lord
and so I now must stand
and as when any flower grows
by need there must be thorns
so I have taken, as they say,
the devil by the horns
to grant myself assurity
to not fall whim to tides
of fate and forces making but
that I alone decide
and though I wish it otherwise
it seems forever true
as night will follow day, so must
the old make way for new
So if you think me harsh or cruel
then keep this thought in mind
that life was not my game, my God
and these rules were not mine’
The monkey then grew silent and
my eyes began to dim
I made to stand but fell as urge
abandoned every limb
and as I lay with face to sky
the creature rose to stand
and kneeling gently by my side
it took my head in hands
and while I lay upon it’s lap
the darkness grew complete
a raindrop seemed to fall that tasted
both of salt and heat
and when it’s words words came back again
it seemed from far away
in many tongues and voices
the monkey then did say
‘If I am just an animal
then dust is all I be
it matters not what I do here
for there is only me,
so you are my delusion born,
as madness spirals down
and I am just a species that
will soon be dead in ground.
But if I am a higher form
with spirit that persists
long after bones have had their say
and flesh no more exists
then I am of the heavens too,
an angel in the skin,
and your flame now must cease to burn
if mine is to begin
for i am otherwise the moth
that tries to reach the sun
and never understands the journey
is a pointless one,
a path that only ever ends
in ash or dead desire
so if I am to shine then I
must set myself afire
and all my passions, rage and pain
desires, love and hate
are fuels to feed my hearts inferno
sparks to light my fate
but these alone are not enough
for dreams as vast as mine are now
and so all life, each living thing
is kindling to me now
from plant to planet, seed to universe
I would consume
each scale and fin, all bark and skin
from fur to feathers plume
and I would not reserve my own kind
from ambitions flame
through mindless wars and endless causes
even in your name,
would I inflict upon my own
the stuff of nightmares dreams
for my survival is the end
that justifies all means
and if I burn the world to smoke
through turns and paths I choose
it matters not for why else is it here
but for my use?
the building blocks of life and stars
are toys with which I play
creation is my business lord
when you are gone away
and when all mysteries are revealed
and none are hid from view
then I will be as god, now you are gone
I will be you
and only then will I be free
and live in fear no more
not cower in the dark of night
not wait for teeth and claws
nor for disease to steal my breath
and leave me cold as stone
or age, like sleep, to come with masks
and powder up these bones
No Beast or Bird
or fish nor fire
from the sky or ground
will bite at me, nor water
rising up or falling down
will cover me like dirt when I am
flesh made into flame,
when I am incandescent then
FOREVER is my name
then I will be beyond the stars
and brighter than the sun
seraph wrapped safe in my OWN Grace
a bright and shining one
when I am light, and gone is night
and Death has run away
Then I Will Live Forever, GOD,
IN ONE ETERNAL DAY’
With this said, a silence fell
and nothing else was heard
no more the sound of wind in leaves
or songs of beasts and birds
the smell of trees and forests gone
and oceans wiped away
as if all things relied upon
had lived their final day
so I lay there in this void
and slowly lived my last
and silence like a shroud
now wrapped around and held me fast
and when as if an age had passed
I heard a single sound
a solitary wailing
like a soul had came unbound
And when the creature spoke this time
it’s voice held no more thrall
it had no reason, had no rhyme
and made no sense at all
It spoke in words beyond its’ tongue
of worlds beyond its sight
danced in and out of lunacy
like sense had taken flight
It cursed me, wept, then begged me stay
not leave it here alone
in blinding, bright and sterile light
this deader white than bone
But I am almost gone within
this darker twin of birth
and pulse to me, like colour to the
blind now has no worth
So as it raves a thousand tongues
and screams in maddening light
and I now wake oblivion
to cease this dream of life
it sobs and rocks me back and forth
and as I fade away
I sense it gather up its’ self
as if with more to say
The splintered shards of voices
for one last time coalesce
as both my breath and tidal pulse
now ebb and come to rest
and as I die it whispers the last
words I ever hear
‘I finally see
the truth of me
now I
am all
I fear’
———————
2003 ©opyleft by SCART (shane carter)
(Dedicated to my Mother, Viveene Carter)